Well that’s how I’m feeling here. So now I go over to the pay phone and call the Doctors office and the secretary acts like she never heard my name before. I realize they have a lot of patients and all but I had to summarize everything hone before last weeks failed YAG attempt. "Oh yes, they are still conferring what to do." Why don’t they tell me right out there is nothing more they can do for me? Because, if there wasn’t he’d have told me right there last week there are no other options for me but he didn’t he even said if this fails there are other things "we can do." I just have to be patient. I’ll call the office the specialist tomorrow and see what’s going on or the office of the specialist. They’ll probably tell me the same things. The other thing after the "operation" last week he said something about a follow up to this, 6 weeks later, so the middle of February. So, I think I should call the specialist tomorrow and find out what’s going on. I could get the same answer his office gave me half an hour ago. Tomorrow I call the specialist office.

Okay I already did my 1000 words today before we went to bed at 3am. I slept well from 3am to 6:40am and I puttered around doing the cbi thing. I did a bsl reading as well and I was at a whopping 14.2! It hasn’t been that high in quite some time. I just did a bsl as of 2pm I’m down to 7.8. It dropped a lot.

Work on "F" is going along great. I’m at +5,284 and I did 283 words so far today.

9:50pm I met Anne at Clairview and we had a quiet ride into work, just the way I like it. Work however was slow. I ended up with a low $190. Not great. But I did get a $20 credit card, a ride home with extra cars on the train tonight due to an event going on. I got in about 20 min ago.

I don’t know if I’ll get to 1000 words today, but I’ll try. That’s all for now.